I Hate Men

So I have grown to resent men and I am experiencing that more guys I meet, more I start resenting their gender. It's not gonna be a blog where I am gonna defend how every guy on this planet is a monster. I have never been a feminist really. Perhaps because when I came to get understanding of the word, it got a negative spin towards it. I am all up for true equality where guys are not suppressed or should be removed from their positions to make place for females on board in name of feminism. True gender unbiased feminism is I am in what I support. But the men, who are good men. There is no fundamental problems with them. On surface they are the best men you can ask for. But the deeper you go, you realise that at the end they are men. They have it all so easy and even though they will understand that your life comes with your own hardships. They will pretend to support you in anything until it comes to an inherent problem where you are gonna challenge early "MAN" in them. 

          So we have got our celebrities and stuff who have all got a good life, they have evolved and modernised a lot. Keeping everything aside, personall the best thing that I feel modern people do is let girls breath till 30 on their own. No honestly, the more evolved you are, you understand that a girl has her own life too, she's not a baby machine. You can't expect from a girl to make adjustments in her life for coming generation because you see her as a person and not some baby machine. This is what my current boyfriend told me by the way. He said that by choosing few years of your life you are gonna endanger "my" future kids because you want to live your life. I cannot believe that I am in this century and fighting with a guy from my generation that please let me live for 2 more years I don't want to getting married right now and he can reply with "Ande kharab ho jayenge, omelette Sahi nahi banega". And when I tried to tell him it's a permanent change for me, my body. I really need to get ready for it. I cannot be on a clock that I need be ready by then. I understand ki mere ande smell krne krne lg jayenge. Main nikal lungi unhe usse pehle. Par muje nahi bnana bhyii omelette. Let me atleast decide ki even I want that drastic change in my life. And he has the nerve to reply with "You are a woman, it's not my fault that your body is wired that way. You have undergo this change because that it what you are intended to do". 

               For a second I thought in what century am I. I suddenly thought am in a cave somewhere, where a bunch of men came to impregnate me because after that my eggs are gonna go bad. I think that guys who complain so much that feminism is a wrong concept are not really ready to absorb it. My boyfriend would still not take my money for our rent because he thinks that I am a doctor it's good for me and I can do my little shopping with it but it is no good money for family. I can keep it in a safe deposit somewhere because being a man he doesn't need any help run the house or pay bills. I have really started to resent men with no fault of my own because somewhere theu all stopped evolving and they don't understand that them not evolving is not gonna change anything in them because they always had this privilege of being a man but it's the change that we NEED. Not to sleep with multiple men, or wear bikinis in public but atleast not to fight with every other guy that comes to our life about expiry dates of our eggs. A girl is more than an egg. Ask her if she wants to use them. Don't remind her, don't put her on an egg clock.